just one more dramatic piece of bs
2005-01-24 - 2:30 a.m.

This is is the first time I've signed into this account for god knows how long, 6 maybe 9 months (?)

And all I see is the same stuff from before.

I'm so sick of the drama being said about me.

The past is the past. Let it go.

I'm not dragging your name through the mud, so just stop, please.

Not that I care what you say about me anymore, it's more or less just childish now.

If you're SO over me, and SO over 2004 prove it.

I'm not stupid. You can say whatever you want, you're allowed to, but I know your directing that sanctimonious crap towards me. Yes I was a bad person. But I'm not that person anymore.

It shouldn't matter who I like and who I don't. At least I'm not playing mind games anymore. I'm not hurting her on purpose. I'm protecting her.

*sigh*

This sucks.

I like her, but I will do whatever I have to, to protect her from people like me. You should proud of at least that much.
Your influence on her is .. nothing, nevermind. It's just time for me to close the book and move on.

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